wow.  so I haven't written on this thing in almost a year.  this has been the most stressful year of my life.  I never realized so many things could go wrong in such a short amount of time.  =[  but hey...it's all been a growing process. 

just pray for me as I go back home in two weeks to stay there for a month.  me+hardin and mcnairy county=not a good lifestyle.  =[

Romans 12:9-10

"Love from the center of who you are; don't fake it.  Run for dear life from evil; hold on for dear life to good.  Be good friends who love deeply; practice playing second fiddle."

How often do we really "love from the center of who we are?" or how often are we "good friends who love deeply?" I know I don't often enough.

God...help me to love from the center of who I am and not fake it. 

Yeah, so I have not updated this thing in like fifty forevers!  So many things have happened in my life!  Mainly in the past two weeks, but anyways.  Short synopsis of my past two weeks: 1.) Blake and I totally cut all strings with one another and it hurts like hell!  (Sorry but that's the only way to truly describe it) 2.) I found out that my grandmother has breast cancer!  (Her stepdaughter died of it four years ago and my papaw died of cancer two years ago :(  3.) I think I hurt my roommates feelings, because next semester one of the girls across the hall is moving back home and I really want to move in with Rachael the other girl.  I think I hurt Katie though!  I didn't mean to!  4.) Most importantly though, my Pastor at my church resigned last night!  I think this hurts worse than all of it!  I don't think I can handle losing Rob and Tricia.  They are the best thing that has ever happened to our church and I can't think about losing them!  They are so much more to me than just my Pastors.  They are part of my family and most importantly, they are my friends!  At 18, they still look at me as a friend and that is the one thing that I love most about them.  They don't look down on me because I'm still young!  I don't know.   That's something I've been thinking about!  I'm going to miss them and Cierra and the kids SO much!  :( 

Anyways, enough sad stuff...there have been some good stuff in the past two weeks also!  :)  1.) Basketball starts tonight here at Lee!  :)  I'm SOOOOOOOOO happy!  I love this season!!  We're playing supposedly "the school's biggest game."  I don't know!  I'm just happy that I get to go!  :)  2.) I found out that my bestest friend Jenny Bledsoe is going to be coming to UTK next fall!  :)  OMG it makes me so happy!! 

Anyways, I guess I'm gonna quit rambling!  Leave me some comments...PUH LEASE!!  Thank you!  :)

Hey, hey.  I am going home for the weekend.  It's my roommate's b-day and she lives in Jackson, so she's dropping me off on her way.  I need a break.  I miss everyone.  I get to see my friends and that's gonna be good.  I'm going to try and go to the game tonight.  I miss football... :(  These past few weeks have been hard, but it's getting a little better for me.  I just hope that this visit home will do good, rather than harm. 

I would also like to say that my roommate is crazy and so is this campus.  :P  My roommate Katie, and one of her friends Adam have a coconut for a son.  They carry this thing everywhere.  One night it stays in our room and the next night it stays in his room.  Well, everyone on thsi campus knows about "Wilson" and everyone here loves Wilson.  He might as well be a student here.  She has a picture of Dr. Conn, the president of our school, holding this thing.  Anyways, someone has stolen Wilson and they are offering a $10,000 reward...HA!...for anyone who finds him!  Anyways, I just thought I would give you insight as to how weird my friends here are! 

Love y'all and leave me comments!  :) 

Well, as I said, I went home this past weekend.  We lost our football games, but the guys played good.  I just wish we could have done a little better.  My best friend Justin didn't get to play in it and I felt so bad for him.

Also, Blake and I broke up.  It's all for good reason and it was both of our decisions!  I think it's gonna be good for us!  But if you wanna know about that, just ask me!  I don't have time to go into it all on here! 

Keep me in your prayers!  Love y'all!